It is official, my love

A week has passed without you by my side. I find it a feat for having survived this long without you by my side.
Mind you, I am dragging myself to live by each day.

I miss you so much. That's as blunt as I can get.

But sense the poetry in it. About how missing you makes my body sag, or how tears well in my eyes with the simplest song...

But strangely, I can't think straight. I can't think. I can't. Can't think.

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Yesterday, I saw "Chances are." A movie with Cybill Sheperd and Robert Downey Jr. The story started with the Cybill and Christopher MacDonald's nuptials.

Cut to a year after -- the celebration of their first anniversary. Christopher, while crossing the street going to where Cybill was, was hit by a speeding car. He died instantly.

In heaven, he approaches the angels, begged them to "recycle" his soul as soon as possible -- because he needed to get back to his wife who was waiting for him. The angel in charge agreed to fast track his reincarnation to where Cybill is near. But the angel forgets to give him a shot of a drug that would make him forget about his past life.

And so he comes back to earth, was reborn.

Everything was fine until he met Cybill Sheperd again.

I didn't like the way the story ended but, I like the idea of coming back.

In any case I pass on, I promise to come back as soon as possible. And then I will search for you.

Just like the song:

"After all the stops and starts,We keep coming back to these two hearts,Two angels whove been rescued from the fall.After all that weve been through,It all comes down to me and you.I guess its meant to be,Forever you and me, after all."

I will.

Will you?