Santa Maria (Del Buen Ayre)

I have for the longest time failed to acknowledge that it takes two to tango.



As with any self-respecting, self-righteous individual, I have been (I guess for the past years) arrogant to think that I know how to best mould you into an ideal someone. And I have been arrogant to believe that I am the only one working to forever-dom, whereas you're just there, sitting pretty, with no care that the person you love is working her ass off, swallowing her pride and going against her better self just so she can be the person you will love forever.



No excuses for my arrogance. No excuses for my ignorance too.



I've been arrogant and ignorant to dismiss that my way is the only way. Well, let me rephrase that. I've been arrogant and ignorant to think that my way, albeit not the only way, is the RIGHT and BEST way to go about things.



I apologize for being a control freak. No excuses, I realized a lot of things now.


Love is not about cotrolling you but letting you be. It's not about telling you to go right or left, but it is about telling you, whichever you go, I will follow you. If we get lost, then I won't blame you. We will figure out a way ourselves, without me dictating how we can get out of the confusion we're both in.


For the past weeks (until about a week ago), my belief has always been I am the one to save you and I feel that you are destined for greatness, only, you are wasting your time with who you're being.


Then my admission of arrogance: I am not God to say that or to judge you that way. The way you're coursing through life is your way. It is not right or wrong, it's just what is.


And so now I am going to tell you this: I love you so much.


I am standing by my love for you not because I want to save you, or I want to give you a beautiful life (although I am still going to do that).


I am standing by my love for you, and I am going to be with you evermore simply because I love you. And it encompasses everything.


See you soon my love. :)