Thursday, September 06, 2007

Desecrated

Our bedroom is.

Yesterday, when I went home, I saw a what I hoped to be the ghost of your brother sleeping.
But he was very much alive. And he was there. Flesh and a boner, I guess.

Fucking decency. Fucking bastard with no delicadeza.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

Celebrating twenty seven months

But without you by my side -- anong klase yun?

Tapos tapos
tinawagan kita, hindi mo naman ako kinakausap

Tapos tapos
dumating lang friend mo nagmamadali ka na
to get rid of me

Tapos tapos
alam mo tampo na ako
hindi mo pa ako nilambing

Tapos tapos
mas importante talaga ibang tao

kesa sa akin

Siguro dapat tanggapin ko na talaga yun.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

THE top model


Toikee surfer
Originally uploaded by toikees_beary
Recently, I have been watching reruns of America's next top model.
I guess this is the reason why, all of a sudden, I have this intense desire to dabble in photography.
Don't get me wrong though, since I was a kid, I have wanted to become a photographer... (among other things)
So now, I am showing the world this woman who is to be my model for all eternity.
Kaya my wab, bilhan mo na ako ng camera.
Yun nga lang, you have to be ready evermore... whenever I want to take your picture, I will pester you.

Look out, world!

Behold the top model.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Ayan tuloy

Beawee is getting sick.
No Toikee is at her side to take care of her.

My throat is itching for it to talk to you again, my voice becoming hoarse because it lacks your daily dose of kisspirin and yakapsule.

Magkakasakit pa ako ng husto nito eh. :(

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Beawee tried to scare herself with a lousy movie

And the only thing scary about it was how bad the movie was.

As usual, Mama and I watched a movie. Some few minutes ago, we were at Robinson's Ermita and we were watching a sorry excuse for a horror flick.

Until now, I can't understand why, for the life of me, when choosing horror movies, I never learn. Maybe I always have this incurable hopelessness for a good scare that I am willing to spend money. That's the reason why I managed to convince you to watch that "wolf-hiding-in-sheep's-clothing" (in this case, soft-porn-hiding-in-a-ghost-movie guise) Silip, right?

So we watched "Don't look back" a Malaysian horror flick that I hoped was scary.

The story started with an exorcism rite gone awry. The excorcist was supposed to entrap the bad spirit in this small bottle -- but of course, as with most horror stories, something's bound to go wrong. The man being exorcised died. The bottle was thrown into the ocean while everyone hoped that was the end of it.

Cut to present day, the protagonist received a call during a meeting. His fiancee was dead. She was found to have overdosed. No one in the family believed she could do it to herself. And so the now single man with the deceased's twin searches for the reason why she could have done it.

What followed were some funny ghostly apparitions (I say funny because after the surprise it brings, the face just looks like a cross between a dementor and a wild boar) and some cheap thrills. All of these mixed with loose storyline and a supposedly powerful confrontation with the spirit at the end.

It even had a confusing prologue and epilogue that talked about belief in Allah.

Buti na lang hindi kita kasama... baka mamaya awayin mo na naman ako... Heehee... :)

Saturday, September 01, 2007

10 Things I know about myself

Like I told you a million times over. I don't know everything. All I know is that I will love you forever.

1. I will wed you in all possible countries, at the most beautiful churches -- all for the world to see.
2. I may be inspired to write about all the beautiful things in this world -- but it is always you.
3. Everything I see is from your retinas.
4. Everything I eat is from your tastebuds.
5. Everything I feel is from your fingers.
6. Everything I hear is from your ears.
7. Everything I smell is from your cute nose. (kisses the tip ever-so-lightly)
8. Everything I think is from your mind.
9. Everything I feel is from your heart.
10. You are perfect and you're mine forever.